Home Waters: A Blog

I am currently on a research trip to Chile for a novel that I am writing. It is a story about a young LDS Chilean woman, an MFA student at BYU, who was raised in Utah but who in 2002 returns to her birthplace in Chile to seek the story of her missing father. It is also the story of an unlikely friendship between her and a wise and cranky and lonely older Utahn man who hires her to paint wildflowers for his magnum opus, a field guide of Wasatch wildflowers. There you have it in a nutshell.  [Read more…] about Chile Journal #1

It has been an eventful year in the LDS community and in Utah. I think it is healthy that we are engaged in a robust discussion about the definition of marriage. I have seen some promising signs that we are listening to one another with greater compassion. I like that the church has helped clarify our unequivocal opposition to racism and has helped to open the door for a more direct confrontation with our history. I would like to believe there is more room in the church today than there was a year ago for members whose life circumstances or political views are different from the mainstream. We have more work to do, as I have often written about, to build a stronger sense of belonging. But the biggest news in the LDS community over the last year in my mind is the church’s remarkable new statement about conservation and stewardship. [Read more…] about The Biggest LDS News of 2013

Let us suppose that the rich young man who came to Jesus to ask what more he could do to inherit the kingdom of God represents you. At first you might protest either because you do not think of yourself as rich, as young, or as sufficiently in charge of your own material possessions. Or perhaps you don’t see yourself reflected in his story because, unlike him, you have not always obeyed the commandments since your youth and you still feel that, before you can start giving away everything you have, you must remain focused on overcoming yourself.  [Read more…] about Giving

Today it was my immense honor to receive the Nature Conservancy of Utah’s Conservation Partner of the Year award. I am posting here the remarks I gave at a meeting of the board held at the University of Utah.

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I admire the work of the Nature Conservancy as an effective model for environmental change. I know there are those who prefer a more combative approach not just by disposition but because they see the environmental crisis in perhaps more urgent relief. I have no strong disagreement with such people nor any disagreement about the urgency of our situation. I admire the courage of those who are willing to engage in civil disobedience or who protest tirelessly the latest and most egregious acts of those with disproportionate power who seem to believe they can act with impunity. Willful destruction of the environment deserves and needs strong opposition.

But the environmental crisis is not merely a battle between the powerful and the powerless. It is also, just as often, a battle for the hearts and minds of good people who live with good intentions but who lack sufficient knowledge or understanding to act right. For that reason, it requires a cultural change that is commensurate with the scale of the problem. For example, we know that only 10% of Americans deny that climate change is real or human-caused. Another 15% are doubtful. So approximately 3/4 of the nation are either alarmed, very concerned or at least cautiously concerned about climate change. A significant majority, in other words, is in a position to make a difference because they are open to more information, more empowerment, and more direction about how to act and vote differently. Environmental problems have become so alarming because of neglect, and the neglect is largely due to the ways that the historical and cultural rifts in society have absorbed the vast majority of our attention and energy. So while we hold each other in a wrestling hold, the world around us degrades. We need to move away from an atomized individualism and move toward a collective ethics, a way of understanding our interdependency, but in the meantime our culture has become increasingly tribal and divided.

Among the most obvious rifts is that between Republicans and Democrats, two parties who used to know how to act together in passing environmental legislation such as the Wilderness Act, the Clean Air Act and the creation of the EPA. But there is also the rift between science and religion, the profound distrust that has emerged that has allowed otherwise reasonable scientists to falsely use science to deny the legitimate claims of religion and otherwise reasonable religionists to find poorly conceived religious grounds for rejecting the findings of science. Not to mention the profound distrust that has deep historical roots between global religious and political cultures, between Christians and Muslims or between East and West and the continuing tensions shaped by the Cold War. On our own local scale, we can see our challenge is often one of finding common ground between Democrats and Republicans, between urban and rural communities, between Mormons and non-Mormons and/or former Mormons, and between universities and government and business, the proverbial town and gown divide. These are cases where worldviews are formed in a dialectical relationship to one another, where a strange kind of co-dependency has developed that makes them need and depend on an image of each other’s craziness in order to fan the flames of cultural and political war. And it is a battle that is defined a priori on a refusal to compromise. Let’s face it. A hard-core no-truth-exists-outside-of-the-Bible creationist is the best thing that ever happened to a hard-core no-truth-exists-outside-of-science evolutionist. Neither side, for example, is interested in the vast majority of Americans, let alone the most important intellectuals, who have carved out a thoughtful terrain of common ground between religion and science. That’s because such thought would make their campaigns unnecessary and their very identities superfluous. The same problem is true on environmental tensions in this state over wilderness preservation, climate change and air pollution legislation, and development. We all know that this is not a balanced conflict here in Utah. The most extreme views have the loudest voices in the media and Utah is far from a bipartisan state. So it is understandable that these positions of mutual resistance have become hardened, habitual, and uncompromising.

As an environmental problem, climate change is unprecedented for its complexity and especially for its scale, and it therefore requires a cultural change on the same scale. I don’t mean to diminish the significance of local environmental problems in saying this. Air pollution is perhaps the most urgent problem we face in the short term here, not the mention the endangerment of our watersheds, the endangerment of many of our wildlands and vulnerable species. I don’t need to convince this audience, however, that a comprehensive approach to climate change mitigation that aggressively pursues clean and renewable energy, that weans us of our dependence of fossil fuels, and that sponsors more public transportation, more walkable communities, and more efficient and sustainable uses of energy does a world of good for our air, water, and wild country. Not to mention what it would do for our sense of community and of shared responsibilities. Climate change mitigation means finding solutions that do not, indeed cannot, demand that we adopt the same worldview. It is a fool’s errand to believe that we can fight climate change by fighting cultural wars that seek to convince others of the wrongness of their worldview or seek to overthrow those worldviews altogether. Conservatives and liberals, Christians and Hindus, atheists and Evangelicals, all of us must look to our own values and traditions and recover those principles best calculated to motivate lifestyles and practices that will enable us to walk gently and sustainably on this earth. This is what happens when we start paying more attention to the challenge of living up to our own ideals instead of focusing on the failures of our enemies. If we imagine that climate change is a symptom of a fractured and broken community, then the quiet and steady work of building, healing, and restoring communities, of forging partnerships on an unprecedented scale, becomes the most significant work we can do.

I can only say that in my sixteen years of living here as an adult, I am more optimistic than ever than such partnerships are possible. Sixteen years ago, I remember reading an article in the paper about a conflict in Page, AZ where a pro-Lake Powell rally was taking place. The paper bothered to mention that the leader of this rally was an LDS bishop, but it didn’t bother to mention that the group they were fighting, the Glen Canyon Institute, was founded and led by an equally devout Mormon. I knew then, as I know now, that the silent and sometimes silenced portion of our state that is LDS and concerned about environmental issues needed to gain a stronger voice. I won’t pretend to know what percentage of the state this represents. But I do know that it is stronger today and more prevalent than it was in the late 90s. While Mormon environmentalists might still feel like double minorities, they are, I would strongly argue, nurtured by the very marrow of the LDS faith. In my work, I haven’t had to invent any new doctrines or twist any scriptural meanings. I haven’t had to assume positions outside of the mainstream of LDS belief, even if at times what I have said has caused some people to wonder. But I will say that the wonder doesn’t come from conservative Mormons alone. My environmentalist friends sometimes look at what I do with a sense of surprise, as if I am somehow by definition a heretic in their definition of what a Mormon is. This is almost more disappointing than the occasional Mormon conservative who doubts the legitimacy of what I say. The truth is, although I have never attempted to speak on behalf of BYU or the church, I have always felt that I am a valued employee of BYU, an institution that has unstintingly provided me the research support and the administrative encouragement to pursue my work unencumbered. We have also been immensely fortunate at BYU to enjoy the support of administrators and the Nature Conservancy for the Environmental Ethics Initiative.

In all this time, I have seen an awakening of understanding about the legitimacy and need for a Mormon environmental ethic that has been warmly embraced by all but a very small minority. I hold my students and the young people of this state especially in the highest regard. So many young LDS want to be faithful to the traditions of their parents and to their pioneer ancestors and they have come to believe that embracing a commitment to proactive stewardship of the creation is a vital and important way to show profound gratitude for the gifts of the Creator and for their unique inheritance. They are sometimes met with doses of suspicion from different sides of the cultural divide, but they persist in faith, acting on sound and moral principle, and with integrity, and their examples are beginning to turn hearts and change minds. An undergraduate at the U recently wrote in response to the new website produced by the LDS church. She said that she had often felt ostracized as an environmentalist among her LDS friends, afraid to speak up about her concerns, as much as she felt not altogether herself as a Mormon among her environmentalist friends at the U, afraid to announce her faith. How it was ever uncomfortable to be an environmentalist in Mormonism or a Mormon at the University of Utah in the first place is beyond me. But now, she says, she feels she has much needed permission to more fully integrate these vital components of her self. It was this kind of integration I sought for the many parts of my life that more narrow and perhaps tribal interests could easily have pulled apart when I wrote my environmental memoir, Home Waters.

This change is due to the work of many, many people. Who can deny the towering figure of Terry Tempest Williams in awakening us to the spiritual dimensions of the environmental crisis? And what of Bill Smart, the former editor of the Deseret News and co-editor with Terry and with Gibbs Smith, of the indispensable collection, New Genesis: A Mormon Reader on Land and Community, a book that deserved and still deserves far more attention than it ever received? And the work of so many scientists at our various universities who have had the courage to speak in the civic sphere and the work of many of our environmental organizations in this state like Heal Utah, Utah Moms for Clean Air, Utah Physicians for a Healthy Environment, LDS Earth Stewardship, SUWA, Utah Interfaith Power and Light, the Utah Rivers Council, and many others, all of whom to varying degrees of success have taken the necessary time not just to protest but to forge partnerships across religious and political divides in this state. And the indispensable willingness of the LDS church to engage in interfaith dialogue, and the work of such LDS leaders as Bishop David Burton and now Elder Marcus Nash who have sought to highlight and help the church model its stewardship principles. In my view, no one has modeled this community-building effort better than The Nature Conservancy of Utah, an organization that under the incomparable leadership of Dave Livermore quietly and persistently builds dialogue and partnerships that, like the resources of energy we need, are renewable and sustainable, built to outlast the balkanizations of our time. For this reason, I will always consider this award as one of the greatest honors of my life.

As usual at this time of year, I find myself reflecting on the blessings of life. I have already elaborated on them here, and not much has changed since last year. I still recognize how profoundly undeserving I am of the good fortune I have enjoyed in my life. I don’t know why, but it feels good to repeatedly say out loud what my blessings are but also to repeatedly say out loud that I haven’t earned any of them. [Read more…] about Grateful To Be An “Unworthy Creature”

I remember my daughter, Camilla, all of six years old when we were on a hike in southern Utah. She was a quiet and meditative child, one not prone to outbursts of excessive zeal, and she was squatted down at the edge of a stream bed in the dry sand. She scooped red sand repeatedly into her hand and let it sift slowly through her fingers. And then she said, with a maturity beyond her age, “I love the desert.” Sometimes I think that if it weren’t for children, our capacity to appreciate the gifts of life would be impoverished beyond recovery. Or if it weren’t for the arts. Both help us to regain that ability to open our eyes on the world and on experience as if for the first time, to awaken us from the slumber of lazy habits that characterize our adulthood.  [Read more…] about The Poetry of Everyday